I don’t know how to feel. I’ve always liked you, but yet not at all. It’s hard to explain. I’ve always tread lightly around you, knowing you were never interested but typical to the roller-coaster that is life, everything changed, and now I just don’t know how to feel.
I hate knowing that we shared a special moment, but yet only days later it’s like it never happened. I want to feel wanted, like I did that night, and I hate that it’s a secret. Keeping everything between us kinda makes me feel like you’re embarrassed to be with me, like I’m not good enough for you (which I’m probably not, but nevertheless). I seriously don’t know how I feel, I just wish you would talk to me and help me make sense of all of this mess.
I just don’t know anymore.